Thursday, July 5, 2007

i still love u...

if im not wrong....since last fri i go clubbin til now i nvr have a good slp @ hm.....
every nitz, when i was alone at hm, i will start to miss u, crying, regreting those idiot stuff i did.....

til now, just reach hm...todae reli quite shock tt u wil still chat with mi in msn...but fm the time u sae u r emo til i fin ut til now.....i cant contact u at all.....super worry......

baby.....i reli miss this time we spend tgt......

ur love
ur care
ur kiss
ur msg
ur dressin
ur voice
ur hair

reli miss u......and i feel v sorri ....i should not do those stuff to hurt u...i know u don lyk to b alone
tts y u come n live with mi.....but i @ tt time onli think abt gamin and frens.....i totally nvr care abt u @ tt time....=( n alot alot of stuff.........

when the time we break up....i even think tt i will b free......but....i was wrong....totally wrong.....
til now i realize tt how impt u r in my life.....i cant live w/o u....
although xuxu ask mi to give up......but i cant.....i reli cant.......
when i c u almose everynitz go out........my heart will start to pain......
i know u lyk freedom....lyk to mix ard with frenz....but.....u also must tc care urself ar......
fm the time i know u til now....u alwaes lyk tt.....=(

i dono whether u will b back or not.....but.....i decide to quit smokin and gamin.....just bcos of u....
before.....becouse this 2 item, i lost the gal i love alot......now......if god can gimmi another chance to let mi love u.....i will never give up....even the chance u come back is just 0.001%...i still will try....cos....i don wana lose u again....baby....

to all my frenz n bros:
i know u all worry for mi.....but...i don think this time i will recover so fast as usual.......
im hurt.....reli reli hurt......but don worry so much k? 1 dae i will be find de...=)

3 comments:

Ishak Budiman said...
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Ishak Budiman said...

Haiz... Jim.. Gotta think for urself also.. Wad's the point of haveing all these when u're sad? When at the end u wont be happy.. Just think clearly first... Leave ur feelings out of this and use ur mind to think.
Love goes 3 ways.. Spirit soul and body.. if one suffers it won't grow..
Please Jim... Think for urself..
Is it worth it?

milo said...

wish u r better now...
to be a man there r so many things lousy and also hurt u, just let them go, sth need forget, so... just forget lah, start the new life, i also have the same experience lyk u, stime still missin, but be optimistic lah, everyth ll be OKay lah.